May

Hey all

Well lots of changes going on, As most of you are already aware I am now an agent for Valley Extras, also no longer working odd jobs as I am trying to focus more in the arts and related fields which has been going well in itself. On the 30th of May I have an audition for the opening and closing ceremonies of the Olympics, quite excited about that. Came in second at my latest Karaoke contest and have another on the 6th of June which has also been a fundraiser for unfortunate children to get into music schools. Very excited about the new Star Trek movie opening tonight and of course the latest installment in the X men series X men origins "Wolverine", heading out to see them soon! On Tues I am working for the elections at the poaling stations, first job in the world of politics... well that is all for now ttys

J

Updates

Hey all,

Haven't really written for a few months... here is what has been happening...

Following up to the previous blog I did get the Wii and to date I have lost about 15 pounds, I have cut back on doing it day by day until it warms up again around here but I have been on it once or twice at least a week and I love it! As for the girl, we have become friends again, not as close as we were but still close in a different way she met someone and honestly he is a great guy, so I couldn't be any happyer for her... honestly though not going to lie but my heart flutters just a bit when I am around her, but I realize there is nothing I can do more than I have and if I end up staying where i am with her I am happy, also in the process I have changed yet again and made quite a slew of new friends as well as reconnected with some old friends which is nice. Work has been horribly slow but such is the industry, I had a visa commercial the other day I got to sing supper freak dressed as a construction worker, that was fun... I just returned from Whistler a couple of weeks ago, won that through a Karaoke contest and I am currently in the Semis of two other contests, will keep you posted.

J

Questions

Well

They say the first sign of insanity is to repeat the same mistake over and over again and not learn from it, so... is it partial insanity to do the same thing in a different situation, learn from it and do it again only to learn something new??

Well that is the predicament I am in right now, life is a bit of a mush, but I have learned an awful lot and feel quite motivated from it, well for one.. I told a fried how I feel about her and I also told her friends how I felt, they asked me what do I have to loose I replied with her friendship, they convinced me it would never happen she doesn't dump her friends, so I went for it took the plunge, she unfortunately did not feel the same I am not her type and the weight again has come to play as a part of it, just like my two other exes, what does this make me want to do well loose the weight, I don't want to be turned down any more from attractive healthy women, yes I am just as bad not going to lie, although she was different, because she is bigger herself right now, we had such a connection it bugs me, we kept planning to do things and they would never happen, but when we did hang out it was fun.. ie we were going to hit the gmn never happened, so I am going to do it myself instead of one day out i will gymn it, going to get a wii for the fit program, I realized again what I like and want, that of course being quality over quantity...

My bro asked me to travel with him to pick up his new car in Calgary.. I said yes... was supposed to leave 20 minutes ago.. he never got an answer on time wasted the money on a ticket wont do that again!

oh there is more but I will stop there..

later

J