Hmmmm Sigh

Hey All

Well here I am on the Carribian Princess and drama has managed to find me yet again... I see Temootu tommorow... which is nice... although the feelings are not as strong as they were... now that I am almost certain these are the last times I am going to see her. Now on this side of things... there well there is a friend I have made and her and I realy click but she has a boy friend the irony is she met him not long after me and he moved in mind you I am really in no situation to move in as of now... just so much goin on.. Life, work situation, Temootu you know we have both opened up to each othr a bit though.... now tonight her boyfriend was making out with this girl in the night club which although bad I have done that too before it happens.. although I have never done anything else with anyone else when I was in a confident relationship .. now here is thesituation... He went downstairs and kissed her after he had done what he did then returned and procieded to get the other girls room number and then told her his and when I said be carefull he told me that she is only here for 6 weeks so it is not an importiant thing.. that is what he said about my friend.. I tried to pull her away from him.. this slut up stairs.. I tried to tell him his supervisor was there but... oh brb phone rang.... it was her... she just came by and got her CDs she is goin back to her room to listen to music and she is gonna call me in the morning... I was all worried this has happened before where I have jumped in and gotten involved... and I really want to move in but I can't that would make me as bad as him and I need to move away form that.... people do not respect someone like that.. that is not me... anymore... but I told her what happened.. I had to and people do not respect that either... such is me though eh.... man I feel like a looser in both ways... night J