Feelin' Bumed

Man I am feelin' down today, got a few things on my mind... and I am still a little sore from the surgery.. you know how it is.. I am realizing in life sometimes you have to for the sake of it just stick to your convictions.. & be a little stubborn even if it sucks! I am feeling trapped because of it trapped in this alternate reality and I don't like it.. but I am gonna keep going... Like in the song "Why" that I wrote in my Teens.. "I wanna get all that I can maybe somethings that I can't so I'm gonna keep on going..." and so I will continue to wait hopefully things will speed up to meet my pace and also the groups involved but persistence and perseverance should get me what I need in time... and then the next step... which I have yet to figure out.. to all those I love... I will continue to, to all those who I loved but have stopped loving me, I am sorry for any troubles I have caused I will always have a place here for you if you ever need me, to all those who have left before their time I love you and will never forget you.. you will live on as long as I live... your Legacy survives. Always!

Looking fwd to Spring

J