Saturday, March 8, 2008

In Miami

Hey all.. Well I arrived in Miami a couple of hours ago.. the temp here is moderate... Had a bit of an issue when I was boarding luggage weight restrictions and Canada and LA are non sympathetic if you are a DJ with Equipment.. a bit of a pain but I figured it out.. I was there like 10 minutes before I was supposed to board by the time I had the security check etc thank God I pushed Dad when you are in a rush a 20 minute bathroom smoke just don't work oh yeas I come from a fine line of procrastinators... don't tell any one but I took stuff out to shut the lady at the checkout up.... then reloaded it in while I was being checked in front of the officer who found it quite amusing yeah one for the little people well in my case the big people but anyway...yeah... stupid weight restriction rules... well I waited near Zombified at Dallas airport for the connector.. cause there was this guy next to me who kept chatting and damn him it was interesting conversation lol so I finally got on the plane and to come here and the Lady sitting next to me had one of those rat dogs I think it is called a chihuahua in a cage so I pulled a dad in went the ear plugs and on went the eye cover and I was out until we hit turbulence about half an hour before landing... well we got here then we were stuck on the firkin landing strip while we waited for the idiot pilot in the other plane to move I was sensing the air strip plane rage... we got int here and waited for luggage then I was dropped of.. I hate that everyone needs to be tipped but oh well it cost me about 20 all and all today not to bad.. well night will update in the next couple of days

JJ

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Soon I'll be at sea...

Well lots on my mind today...

First and foremost how some people can be so stubborn that they forget how much people important people, spouses, siblings, children..mean to them until it is too late then they are destroyed...

I see this happen way too often.. People who talk about how much they hate someone, how this someone treats them, because they really love them, because they just want some positive attention and they are not happy with the attention they are getting.. it is the wrong time, it is interrupting their TV show etc... I look at my own parents, and family members, and even me of old.

It is so sad I see people spend a lifetime together they start off in love so much in love then they grow distant because of arguments stemming from financial usually, job situations etc.. they either end up divorced like me, or slowly starting to hate each other until they almost live separate life's, they no longer sleep in the same bed, hold each other, embrace and comfort... They begin to sleep in separate rooms; or at different times. They do different activities, instead of agreeing to disagree and at times finding a common interest they can both participate in.. nothing will please them they expect and demand to be served by one another.. until one breaks then the other takes control and it goes on like this back and forth.. a survival technique.. it become a case of who can escape the best to save their sanity..

then on of them gets ill, very very Ill, near to death and the whole lifetime together comes down to the few months they have left with each other everything is new again fresh and renewed but it is too late..

After one of them dies the other is left wishing they would of never been as stubborn as they were.. and the rest of there life becomes a regret of what was missed...

What a horrible way to live.. I hope I learn from this .. I would rather stay single than to be like that where I grow to hate someone... until I realize how much I actually love them, when it is too late.

J

Monday, March 3, 2008

Next step

Well here I am

Watching TV with mum... My Godfather is in Hospital dieing and I just got a call out to the Ships again.. a chance to see Temootu.. we wil be in two of the same ports each week for a month... also I have started a course personal assasements and such.. so much going on.. well I have chosen to go back out.. this may be my last time I told Roy and seem to have his blessing so that is that..lets see what happens next love you Uncle Roy always have fun forever with nan and Doty...