Saturday, March 22, 2008

All is well

Well I flexed my muscles and took care of everything today full backing of the Staff and deputy on the Mexican situation... spoke to the bartender and Mindy.. and you know what if she doesn't talk to me again it is ok I got the last word muhahahaha

J

Friday, March 21, 2008

Good day... uh yeah

Good Day

Good day everyone readin my blog and everyone else... Man oh man was yesturday interesting... Drama-rama you know... that gal I was talkin about here frikin woke me up at about 5pm.. ok 5pm doesnt sound that bad but I usualy get about 5 to 6 hours sleep before I get to Saint Thomas you know how it is close the club about 3:30 am and then wind down usually not sleeping untill 5am then I am up at 10 or 11am i get ready a I visit Temootu who as you know is on the NCL Disaster uh... Dawn.. so after I nap for a coupple of hours... well she woke me up and she has done that a coupple of times, I mean she asked me a bazillion times what I was doin that day you think she would of caught on.. but no prob right... wrong... well at least on here side I will explain... She wakes me up and says she is gonna sleep for a coupple of hours to get pizza and arrange to watch a movie she had brought as she has time before work... so I am awake now no more sleep i get off for half an hour as we have a bit of shore time still and pick up a phone card call mum etc as I earler mentioned i get back on at 5:30 and I wait... a coupple in my mind is two hours and waited some more... did some work finnal before the time I finnaly called her... about 7:50 ten minutes under 2 hours she answred and said she was sleeping and didnt start work untill ten pm... I called her back at about 8:30 and 9:30 and no answer now she isnt calling or answering at all.. I am wondering if she forgot somehow that I was waiting or if she is just trying to play mind games... I spoke to her friend who told me she had told him I kept calling I am assuming she went and slept in his room... such is ship life!! Anyway to top it off I was swarmed by a group of young wealthy Mexicans onboard at the end of the night to keep playing Mand play Mexican music... they do this everynight they got so rude and verbal with me that I ended up telling them to come back the next day on time not one am and I will consider you requests I am usually good but I will not be verbally attacked.. I mean they called me names said I was an asshole the worst DJ ever swore in Spanish and chanted.. then the mexican bartender joined in, idiot...welcome to my world it is fun out here but the Drama is why I want to look elsewhere for a career it follows me here.... J

Thursday, March 20, 2008

yeah...

Well....

In Reference to yesturdays post.... some people are stupid... had a nice day with the ex today.. man I still do love her but ship life is ship life right... she is great... I hope she can get to Canada some day as for here.. my friend is stupid I want to yell it outloud a real stupid person an I diot even there that feels better.. she did what I was hoping she would not do a me kindoff and forgae him... but then they hung out with the girl and her friend and that makes me look like a fool now for even telling her.. eventhough the deputy here kinda hinted I finished the deed signed the deal as per say and tha sucks.. maybee I am the fool for trying.. well I am still gonna be her friend.. but man I am choacked esspecially because there is more I am not going to tell her unless she ends it. So that is that I am gonna hang out with her today and see what hapens! Spoke to Mum and she told me to keep a distance but stay her friend.. Myt sis in law and the kids were over.. talkin of my sis in law there is a gal on the ship who could be her sister I mean spitting image she is from abbotsford and presents her self in the same way Kristen did when I first met her nutts huh... I am gonna take some pics.. well all for now will up date later..

J

Hmmmm Sigh

Hey All

Well here I am on the Carribian Princess and drama has managed to find me yet again... I see Temootu tommorow... which is nice... although the feelings are not as strong as they were... now that I am almost certain these are the last times I am going to see her. Now on this side of things... there well there is a friend I have made and her and I realy click but she has a boy friend the irony is she met him not long after me and he moved in mind you I am really in no situation to move in as of now... just so much goin on.. Life, work situation, Temootu you know we have both opened up to each othr a bit though.... now tonight her boyfriend was making out with this girl in the night club which although bad I have done that too before it happens.. although I have never done anything else with anyone else when I was in a confident relationship .. now here is thesituation... He went downstairs and kissed her after he had done what he did then returned and procieded to get the other girls room number and then told her his and when I said be carefull he told me that she is only here for 6 weeks so it is not an importiant thing.. that is what he said about my friend.. I tried to pull her away from him.. this slut up stairs.. I tried to tell him his supervisor was there but... oh brb phone rang.... it was her... she just came by and got her CDs she is goin back to her room to listen to music and she is gonna call me in the morning... I was all worried this has happened before where I have jumped in and gotten involved... and I really want to move in but I can't that would make me as bad as him and I need to move away form that.... people do not respect someone like that.. that is not me... anymore... but I told her what happened.. I had to and people do not respect that either... such is me though eh.... man I feel like a looser in both ways... night J

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Life at sea

Well here I am outside of Sint Martain... slept in so didn't bother goin' out... met a cool gal here... but before I could blink my eye she was snapped up such is ship life.. we are friends now... visiting with Temootu tomorrow.. it would be nice for that to advance but yeah as it stands right now we are just close friends... I mean chances are after these few weeks that may be it especially if she doesn't go to a ship out of Vancouver.. such is ship life. I have been dreaming again had a weird one about Jean last night... wasn't that good... so yeah.... I do worry about her she has been through an afull lot and I love her alot to as she is my God mother... we have always been close... disco is ok this week Lot's of Mexicans though they drive me nuts with their Spanish music requests lucky for me I have some of it this time... so it is working out... well I will update later.. J