It comes in threes waitin for the third one....

Hey all

Well here I am.. Life has been pretty good the last month or so then bang.. shit hits the fan.. this seems to be the norm in my life.. let me explain, Well the living situation is great at the moment... the work situation couldn't be any better and besides some issues with the mother my relationship was great.. it had been nearly a month for my ex and I .. she seemed super happy as was I .. I mean I was really thinking she may be the one.. not right away mind you but possible candidate for the future... we were having such a blast together so many similarities.. lots of similar likes.. lots of differences too.. a balance...then she went away for a wedding.. I ambitiously waited for her to return.. we txtd each other back and forth all was great.. then we spoke on the phone and she was so distant and we met up on the Monday after she got back she gave me a kiss but pulled away quick... we had an expensive dinner I gave her some roses I bought her, then we went to a movie... nothing... I tried to get her in the mood... but nothing and after the movie we stopped to chat and she broke up with me.. out of the blue for really no reason.. and you know what I am so bloody confused... this is like Hellen my ex from highschool all over again she went away with her mom and then broke up with me when she returned... right before prom at that... I know with T it was a short relationship.. but I was sooo comfortable and from what I could see so was she.. we spoke on the phone yesterday she said there were some little things and she to was confused she was scared and not ready for what we were becoming.. understandable then the mom thing.. like we are talking mega control freak in her life... we talked for nearly an hour.. but it was random talk.. we both said we miss each other... she asked me to wait for her but not hold back either... truth be told.. I love her... I am soo stupid wear my heart on my sleeve.. I fall in love way to fast and easy... you know I try to trust people from the getgo, even after this, part of me is hoping this is a hiccup while she sorts her head out but I don't know and I am kind of lost at what to do as well it is just a weird one.. Now on top of that my cousin Angela is in the hospital.. hey it doesn't sprinkle it pours... now I am waiting for the third thing to top it all up.. it always comes in Threes! She said a few mean things last night then phoned back to say sorry... man I hope she sorts her shit out I was enjoying our little world.. :( either way if we can stay as we were minus a few of the intimate things I think we will be alright she is a fun gal to hang out with... well off to get ready for another single fun filled night with Craig...

James