Cruisin

Well here I am

In my last few days reflecting on cruise Ship life.... I really do love being at sea, meeting new people and using my talents in a productive way financially and personally.. but I want to do something different.. I mean don't get me wrong.. I do like DJing but it is not my passion.. I am a singer and an entertainer... I am good at Djing i can mix beats and have a great knowledge of music but I love to entertain.... I am excellent at that... no one else in the world can reach the heart like I can when I sing.. the soul even through the grace of God I am a distinct one of a kind individual this is part of my individuality.... it is my passion... wouldn't it be great if I could meet like minded people.. befriend them and embark on an amazing new ship adventure together... hell I would even love to have Kevin and Ed out here with me... but they are both grounded although I think I could sway Kevin a bit more... you know just for nostalgic purposes... I want to have a band on these cruising hotels... I love it out here the sea is for me but I want to entertain the masses make them smile and at the end of the day go home knowing I made a difference... like I used to, where I can then sleep peacefully.. instead of going home tense because some bitchy rich and drunk bimbo cursed the ground I walk on because they didn't get the song they requested yesterday... yes music is a dialog of the soul it nurtures both the soul of the person giving and the soul of the person receiving... what does DJing do.. it brings revenue to a bar gets, promotes constant over drinking, (not to say I don't like a few here and there) and makes upright citizens into drunk demanding and downright cruel Sluts... I don't want to promote this anymore it is not me.. DJing on land is one thing I love that i have a list and I can use it as needed but here... i know I have had my moments but at the end of the day I am still a Christian.. I still have a soul and a feeling heart that hurts like others I am not an object to be used as others please and I care about the souls and hearts of others I want to speak to their souls again like I used to... Like I have to... I want to be a man of integrity... an example to the one thing that lights my soul in the darkest of nights out here... the thing i love with all I am My neice and nephews.. and family - goodnight DJO